it's the joy of seeing 'afghanistan <3' show up on my phone screen and my heart racing for the 2.5 seconds it takes me to pick up my phone, push talk, and say 'hi baby!!!'
it's the random conversations we have on the phone that no one else would understand but us.
it's that can't eat, can't sleep, reach for the stars over the moon, world series kinda love.
SERIOUSLY.
we haven't even hit halfway yet, but god can i taste it. it's a few short months away, and i have little mile markers to keep me going.
february, my bff amber is coming back homeeeeee.
march, i get to go to cali to see her.
april, well, nothing too much comes in april, although, maybe a window of when they will be home? buying my plane ticket? packing allllll my junk up? who knows, but it seems like the possibilities are endlesssss!
may, well, we all know what comes in may! quitting my job, moving out of my apartment, finishing up this semester of school, and going to hawaiiiiii! ahh, the sweet sweet summatime!
but first, before i even get to february, january needs to hurry it's ass out the door. longest.month.ever. but you know what? i can take God that i got through it a-okay.
the other day, someone told me to just keep praying. and while i have a battle going on with what i really believe, and who is really up there, i replied to them and told them i pray to my grandpa, because i know he's up there. and just like doc's grandparents, i know he's watching over him for me. no news is good news, right?
lucky, Hawaii is beautiful! i just went there in December to visit my Marine. will you be living there??
ReplyDeleteI can only imagine how excited you must be to get this deployment over with, stay strong :)
semper fi!
yeah! i've been there a couple times and got married there. i'll pack up my stuff and move there in may.
ReplyDeleteand yes! i am soooo excited to get this deployment over with!! is your husband/fiancee/boyfriend deploying?? it will go suppppper fast if he does :)