omggg. so long since i've wrote. it's the new year (the year the world is suppose to stop) and i'm already ready for it to be overrr with. so many new things comin' our way, i'm ready for them! doc's leaving, again. you would think they would get tired of sending them places, but that's not the case. he gets to travel the world while i sit here in hawaii, bored, with my puppy, just working my life away. but i know once he gets home, we've hit the home stretch! he'll come home, and we'll get to spend christmas in kansas again, then i'll get to move home with my mama and soon after, he'll be out out out of the marines! and we can finally start our life together in kansas.
ya know, it's funny. when he was on deployment, i always said i couldn't wait to start my life with him. and we have. we started a little family (starting with a puppy), we have a house (not home) and we live together. to most, that's starting your life with your husband. to me, this is a tiny part of our marriage that we will survive. i hate hawaii. i hate being away from home. i hate missing my mom and hearing the hurt in her voice when i tell her we aren't coming home when i said we were. i can't wait to go home, buy a house, get jack jack back and live happily ever after. haha okay, maybe not happily ever after cause who believes in that stuff?! but seriously, i'm ready to start my career and have a steady life.
one.day.it.will.happen.
